Thoughts

Humbly Trusting

I love how I can find exactly what I need to hear when I need to hear it in God’s Word. I’ve been struggling with discontentment—again—and I started reading where I had left off in Luke. Luke 1:28-38 was the perfect reminder of what my response should be to the circumstances God has allowed in my life.

Thoughts

The Nine-Year Blessing

Nine years ago today, I had my first HM attack. The journey since was not one I ever imagined taking. Like all journeys, there have been ups and downs. There have been detours and delays. Through it all, though, my “navigational system”—my God—has been faithful.

Thoughts

His Grace Is Sufficient

It’s hard to push on when I don’t feel well. It’s hard to make myself do things that I need to do but don’t feel up to doing. I suppose this is a common struggle for those who have chronic illnesses. Some of my friends who deal with chronic illnesses have told me that they just push through the hard days. How do they do it? The way my HM works, if I push too hard I’ll crash even harder. It’s hard to find the balance.

Thoughts

Not Wasted

Sometimes, I catch myself thinking my life is being wasted. I’m 30, yet I have no husband, no children, and—until a very short time ago—no job. Some days, I can't even get out of bed and do anything. I feel as if I’m just existing, waiting for my life to be over, with little to show for it. It seems like such a waste.